scuffed up all your pretty shine

sl: i miss what we had so much, i miss my sister. i just don’t think you know how much it hurts when i find out you’ve been in town right when you’re leaving. it’s like your the most important person to me and.. i’m last on your list.

 re: i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you. i wish people didn’t disregard our friendship as a soon-to-be hookup or disaster. i miss sneaking out and watching movies at your house while your dad is asleep, i miss akward moments, i miss ten-minute hangouts at polson park, smoking in closets, i miss your hugs and i miss your laugh and i miss my best friend. ps: thank you for spending your last night in canada with me. and pps: thank you to your dad, you have no idea how much his three words comforted me. only a few more months till you come home, then everything will be o.k.

bg: i love you and you are probably the most special person who has ever graced my life. but i wish that you could see that i’m going through a tough time too :( i wish you could see that i really need someone right now, and that you were the last person i had left, and make a bit of time for me. bg/tw: i feel so left out when you two go to kelowna every weekend. you ask why i spend all my time with sg… she’s the only person i have when you two are gone…

‘all those who climb must learn to fall’

but what if i’m not interested in being successful?